Alice Hathaway Lee was radiant, enchanting, full of energy. She was 5’7’’ and willowy, and she had long wavy golden hair, and blue-gray eyes, and she was called “sunshine” by her family. In so many ways, she was what Teddy Roosevelt was not.
Teddy was “thin-chested, spectacled, nervous, and frail,” with a high pitched voice and an “irritating stammer, as thoughts so outpaced words that the result was an unintelligible explosion.” And his laugh, in the words of his own mother, was like a “sharp, ungreased squeak.” He suffered from asthma as well as severe diarhhea. And when he danced, “he danced as you’d expect him to dance if you knew him — he hopped.”
Teddy met Alice on a weekend visit to the home of a Harvard classmate. It was October of 1878. Teddy was nineteen, Alice was seventeen.
He was smitten, or maybe you can even say he fell in love at first sight. In either case, this is where the love story of Teddy and Alice begins. They spent the weekend walking and dancing amongst friends, and they found time to spend alone. Where Teddy learned that he could talk to her about politics and poetry and really anything else on his mind. And that she was athletic, they could go hiking together.
He wrote of their first meeting: “As long as I live, I shall never forget how sweetly she looked, and how prettily she greeted me.”
Teddy set his mind on being with her. And in early 1879, he proposed to Alice.
She rejected him.
Thought devastated, Teddy didn’t stop pursuing. And Alice, who had grown close to Teddy’s sisters, soon started to warm to the young man.
Throughout the time, Teddy stayed deeply in love with Alice. He wrote in his journal: “When we are alone, I can hardly stay a moment without holding her in my arms or kissing her,” and “If loving her with my whole heart and soul can make her happy, she shall be happy…the aim of my whole life shall be…to shield her and guard her from every trial.”
He proposed again the following year, eight months after his first proposal. This time she accepted and they were engaged on Valentines Day.
He wrote: “I do not think ever a man loved a woman more than I love her; for a year and a quarter now I have never gone to sleep or waked up without thinking of her.”
And she now felt the same, writing him that “I just long to be with you all the time.”
They married and soon after, Alice became pregnant with their first child. She gave birth. And almost immediately after, she passed away. Doctors say it was Bright’s disease.
A devastated Teddy wrote, “when my heart’s dearest died, the light went from my life forever.”
Just 25 years old, a member of the New York State Assembly, he decided to move. He put his daughter in the care of his sister, left his political life, and settled in the Dakota territories. There he became a rancher and a sheriff, read and wrote history, but really you could say he took the time to cope with the deaths.
After two years he came back home, where he took over raising his daughter and returned to his political life.
Sources: Alice Roosevelt Longworth by Carol Felsenthal, photo from Library of Congress